I just had to laugh…

When I read a post this morning, I smirked at the thought of how some people just have to have the last word. I guess if it makes a person feel better… whatever.

Interestingly enough my reaction reminded me of when I kicked out my ex-husband. I realized I didn’t care to respond. When I kicked Brad out, I never looked back. But up until that point I fought tooth and nail to save whatever there was to save. I remember telling a girlfriend that you fight until end, make sure you’ve tried everything you can, and then you’ll know when it’s over. You just know, because you can walk away and you won’t ever look back with regret.

It’s a strange new day. A moment of clarity.

Natalie Imbruglia – That Day (Moment of Clarity)

That day, That day
What a mess what a marvel
I walked into that cloud again
And I lost myself
And I’m sad, sad, sad
Small, alone, scared
Craving purity
A fragile mind and a gentle spirit

That day, That day,
What a marvelous mess
This is all that I can do
I’m done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It’s supposed to be like this
I accept everything
It’s supposed to be like this

That day, That day
I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it’s all I see and
I’m tired and I’m right
And I’m wrong
And it’s beautiful

That day, That day
What a mess, what a marvel
We’re all the same
And no one thinks so
And it’s okay
And I’m small and I’m divine
And it’s beautiful
And it’s coming
But it’s already here
And it’s absolutely perfect

That day, That day
When everything was a mess
And everything was in place
And there’s too much hurt
Sad, small, scared, alone
And everyone’s a cynic
And it’s hard and it’s sweet
But it’s supposed to be like this

That day, That day
When I sat in the sun
And I thought and I cried
Cause I’m sad, scared, small
Alone, strong
And I’m nothing and I’m true
Only a brave man can break through
And it’s all okay
Yeah, it’s okay

Once you had gold.


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