You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a Walter Mitty at times – a dreamer – over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in ‘dreaming’ – how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life – but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people – but try to stay out of the limelight. You’d like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
You are presently experiencing excessive stress as a result of self-restraint. You act and think differently from the common herd and you want to be liked and admired for yourself and to associate with people who feel and act as you do. Because of this need to be self-reliant and to break away from mediocrity, you are finding this situation most uncomfortable and you are experiencing considerable anxiety – perhaps even more than you feel the capacity to cope with.
You need to find a ‘soul mate’, someone whose standards are as high as your own – but where? Keep on searching… The situation is uncomfortable and you would like to break away from it, but you refuse to compromise with your opinions. You are unable to resolve the situation because you are continually postponing the making of necessary decisions. You are stubborn but this is no deterrent to a happy life, so why drop your standards. Think positively, everything will work out. It has worked out successfully for you in the past and it will again in the future.
Trying to cope with conditions which you think are beyond your capabilities has led to considerable anxiety and stress. You now feel that you are not capable of coping with this situation and indeed any situation which could arise from what you consider to be your personal inadequacy.