Are You There God? It's Me, Gidget, Correspondence, Religion

10/20/2004 – 7/12/2005

Date: 10/20/2004 12:19:26 PM
From: East Coast Hottie
To: angie

you there?? How are ya?

Date: 10/20/2004 12:19:40 PM
From: angie
To: East Coast Hottie

can’t talk right now. i’m in mtgs for the next several hours will be out at 6pm your time

Date: 10/20/2004 12:20:02 PM
From: East Coast Hottie
To: angie

cool deal

Date: 10/20/2004 12:20:02 PM
From: East Coast Hottie
To: angie

love ya

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Color Quiz

Your Existing Situation
Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether.

Your Stress Sources
Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics
Willing to participate and to allow herself to become involved, but tries to fend off conflict and disturbance in order to reduce tension.
Feels that she is receiving less than her share and that there is no one on whom she can rely for sympathy and understanding. Pent-up emotions and a certain egocentricity make her quick to take offense, but she realizes that she has to make the best of things as they are.

Your Desired Objective
Her need to feel more causative and to have a wider sphere of influence makes her restless and she is driven by her desires and hopes. May try to spread her activities over too wide a field.

Your Actual Problem
Feels insufficiently valued in her existing situation, and is seeking different conditions in which she will have greater opportunity of demonstrating her worth.


Other Contacts

Lately I’ve been submitting to a subtle form of torture via my friends’ IM display names.

I’ve decided to quit submitting and move these friends who tug at my heart strings to a new collapsed category.

If I don’t know that you might be drunk, I won’t know what’s going on, or worry that it’s my fault.

And I won’t be racked with guilt wondering if I might had some cause in the tears forming behind your eyes.

Sure, I’m a wimp, but maybe I’ll find a little more peace in my quiet life.


Self reflection

Drifting, Sarah McLachlan

You’ve been gone for so long all that you know
Has been shuffled aside as you bask in the glow
of the beautiful strangers that whisper your name.
Do they fill up the emptiness?

Larger than life is your fiction in a universe made up of one.

‘Cause you have been drifting for so long
I know you don’t want to come down.
But somewhere below you there’s people who love you
and they’re waiting for you to come home, please come home.

You walk in a room and the world stops to stare.
You mesmerize all who are caught in the glare
of the spotlight that follows wherever you go.
Does it light up the emptiness?

Larger than life is your fiction in a universe made up of one.